Saturday, December 3, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
A friend
Who has lived over seas for many yrs sort of nailed what's wrong with American women in general. Narcisistic, narrow minded, and cannot usually think past themselves and their little worlds. Hard to find inspiration and attraction surrounded by dolts.
I can find a fwb, I can find a few.. I don't want love again. I want equal in spirit, equal in many levels. That would be a rarity here, for me. Yank women in general are just not anything they assume they are... and like a fool..I keep trying to find intelligence and depth and fall short each time...
Keepin my walls up, no one gets close anymore. Its simply not worth the ache.
Monday, November 28, 2011
For the first time
I am beginning to feel my age. Years of working with my hands I love and now I am paying for. Vertabrae is fucked. But once its set no big deal. Finger keeps rebreaking...who uses a pinky finger anyway..pfft..
And the main tell tale is trying to date. I have zero tolerance for twenty somethings. And being just simply polite turns women around here into stage five clingers... I don't want ass.. ass is easy which makes it sleazy and lowly.
Nobody I have yet met can hold a decent convo for long. And I'm tired of stating dating. If I'm nice they seem to get too clingy and won't back the fuck off... fuck..
Over it.... give up, only to try again...and again realize its not worth the fuckin hassle.
Oh well, that's how it goes.