I am a father, a dad, a man with a soft heart. I walk my own path which is more often than not on a road no one can see nor understand. I have a commitment to myself and my girls, to be of virtue and morals. To teach but not control their lives.
As a man, i see so many things. For insight in me is like breathe. I am too aware. Too wound as of late. And close down gather myself for me and my kids.
I need what i cannot ever have.. I desire what in life, I find as the most difficult to find. Truth, integrity, and love. In a world gone mad with idiocy and low standards. I find I do not fit in.
I am a man from a different era maybe, or know somehow, something, deeper about life.. or maybe I am just insane.
Something has to give and break for change to truly take place. So i lay myself to the rocks and step away from the souless masses of crass asses.. to find my own.. to find myself again.. and gather strength for my road.... Reckon it will be one I walk alone for many a yrs to come.. and that is ok by me. And probably, for the best.
Maybe I have lost hope in humanity or maybe being me, has finally gleened to thine eyes, walk alone.
