I feel

There for I am human. Being male, expressing feelings isn't suppose to be normal usually, or maybe. But I am my own man. I march to the beat of my own heart, my own soul.
Truth is, I spread myself thin on purpose. Its another way to keep myself guarded, safe.  I feel some deep blogs coming.. On Life, Love, and what it means to be the man I am. 

Andi's graduation

Her party is today. I'm avoiding that family like the plague.. But I am very proud of her. She gave me an awesome keepsake.  May not be the best dad nor even in the running.. But I do my best and I am always there for the em when no one else seems to notice somethings amiss..    Proud dad right here

In Ankeny

Bored, alone....   let's see...  can I find a date for supper in 30 min or less?  Doubtful.. but for the sheer fact of wth...I will give it a go..  I knows peoples everywhere.... bwa ha ha... wait..  before I pat my own bored back..  let's see if I can pull one out my bum to hang out with for supper..
Betty, Misty, Jen or Hope.  All friends of friends..surely all busy or taken enough not to have supper...lol..  all ankenians.. lol.  Yes I AM this bored.  Txting... worth a shot eh?

WOOT WOOT.... Mistys coming to have supper.  Yes yes, just supper for all you pervs out there...lmao..  hope she's still funny..  good convo, good foods, and someone to hang with.   I need to know people everywhere lol!

Watch "DRI - Manifest Destiny" on YouTube

Only the 75th time

I said pack your shit and leave.
Kids were upset, I am the devil. But this isn't healthy for them and they don't understand that. Either way, I am going to be hated. I am ok as long as someday they understand why. And without showing them a better life, that day may not ever come.
  But there has been nothing there for yrs now. I live my life half assed because of this. And things will change one way or another. And I'm ready to decimate this twat if need be.