That's not too bad... now if I had someone who liked working out to make it more than just work...lol..
Friday, January 13, 2012
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Should be in my other blog but on the ol mobile gettarino
Today it became obvious why I am back in framing.. the plant manager popped the cork on it... um can two people produce enough wood rail coolers n freezers to keep foaming running.. so ie can you two cover the job of four? They always get me.. the play me...they burn me up... I said well, give us a third guy, let me call who does what and maybe I can make it work... I am so fuckin stupid.. yeah it comes down to work ethic and productivity... go to the guy who is the fastest and lob him the ball...I already designed the area, for the most part as after the first 70% they stopped listening to me, which combined two areas.. now I am asked to do the job of two guys... I already out run em more than 2 to 1... ffs... ask for more money? Won't happen... ask to set it up my way? That's possible maybe... but killin myself everyday is pfft... there is No competition... so I have fuck all motivation to still outrun everyone.. it falls to me.. to make it work, again.
Why? Do they know I can? Or do they know I am obliged to redo and improve where I work...work smarter and harder .. fuck ...fuck fuck... fuck me damn it.. wth... ok vented..
Over the coming weeks I will put in my two cents and hopefully trim more fat from the area.. make the process even more productive. But I will not unless I get control.. I'm not going to be used for these tricks I find and not be accredited either financially or on paper or with control to make it my way... my way is easy... less work, easier process, more production... that is stream lining... its a knack..its common fuckin sense and listening to your coworkers... working together to improve. So I asked for the third fastest guy, who is sloppy, and we will see what happens tomorrow..it may be a first step..but its just a job... I want paid for my abilities and the ways I like to implement change in the areas I am in... is that arrogant? Or is that fair?
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Patience.....
Head down, work, shut my mouth, work. Keep focused, save... little get aways to ease the strain....work... kill this tension in my brain....work... sleep... wash rinse repeat... goals, ever shifting like smoke in the breeze... never form a tangible thing...work....shut up... save save save.... someday it won't feel its in vain...
Sore, aches, mostly my brain... hurt bah, pain reminds you of life... back broken, fingers a mess, ibuprofen will help me rest.. work.... save... struggle to pave.. focus on the another day...its the calm...its the storm... its varied feelings in every form... wash it away.. begin anew...
Fuck it... I'm goin to bed... brains knackered all to fook...
Fuck me for tryin... sleep well folks... friend or foe...
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Its been such a long day
Planned on puttin some air in this blogs sails today, but I'm drained. Save it for when I store up some whit... pfffft..
Monday, January 9, 2012
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