I have never had much problem with being dad.. and I think I do ok... but all these freakin hormones.. holy bat shit... I'm going to drink myself to death...lol...
And on a more.....somber note.. the "grey" in my goatee..which is now a beard... well..I found em... 4 of em.. and LONG! WHITE HAIRS! NOT EVEN GREY! (Blonde imo). Nope straight up white... argh... I think its one for each daughter...
On that note... My oldest.. which is not by blood yet is as much mine as the other three where it matters... well, she is off to college soon.
Proud of her... more so..than most know.. but its yet another transition for me..
I've been through a lot.. the last 5 yrs.. some of which is very deep and painful.. some of which, has changed my outlook on life and the world all together.. but if I could do it all again... id make few changes.. I have lived, and loved, laughed and cried.. and this is a very small portion of my entire life.. I hope, my children see their dad, as not a perfect man, but human and able to show how he really feels and to never be ashamed.. of being yourself...even if.. you stand out like a sore thumb.
