Saturday, October 29, 2011
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Aint blue
Not depressed... but not a day passes, I don't miss my best friend. My One. I wasn't hers but, she was My One. Love Her and wish Her the Very Best. She touched my heart like no one ever has. Made me laugh, made me cry, made my days much more Amazing with her in my life. For that, and for all we had, I am Thankful. Maybe the next time around eh.. Atleast I had the chance, the time, even though brief, to walk beside her for a bit. Never Felt this way, this deep about anyone. Fool I guess, but she deserves someone that makes her light up like she did me. With Much Love And Much Respect, Micheal James Christy
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
May be going to Belize
Possibly taking Kaitlyn in 2013. Friends takin her kids, and wants a travel buddy and an adult to talk to along the way. It would be amazing to take Kaitlyn. But I still am heading back to Oz and then if possible to Bali. Oz will eventually become a regular place for me to go over the coming yrs. And still hopefully a destination to live. But won't cross my fingers.
I know now my friends are a more evolved group than ever before. More my nature. And less typical Iowans. She has her man and it won't be anything like that. Which tbh is pretty damn perfect for me.
Monday, October 24, 2011
When it comes to it
I am more often than not, the odd man out. Here is a slow suicide, always known it. No culture, no depth in people. And as this winter slowly sets in. I loathe it even more. Plans with no direction yet. But in time that will change. Again contemplating college classes. Andi is soon off to kirkwood college which is a lot of the reason I am in no rush atm. Kids first.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Sometimes
I wonder, is it chivalry that prevents me from hook ups. My libido definately has issue with it. But why? Why do I have to at the least have interest on an intellectual level? Doesn't have to be feelings really but, I guess I am hardwired for atleast a basic chemistry connection. Otherwise its just masturbation with someone elses body.
Never understood why I am this way. I guess being the man I am, doesn't lend myself to easy ass and one nighters with random women. At times I wish it was easy for me to just go and do. But I am actually thankful I am not wired to stick my dick in any woman who wants me to. That is... just not me, and it feels tbh, beneath me and who I am personally. Sure flirting and so on. But hookin up just because tits are in my face? No, don't get me wrong, I enjoy the intention of the attention. Flattering, but have zero drive to .... put a notch on any belt. It isn't ..... me.
22?
Sexy cop outfit cute, butt, not bad..... 22. No deal sorry chicadee... ya must have brains not just tits n ass... weak halloween party but it was funny whippin there ass in beer pong.
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