Sometimes

I wonder, is it chivalry that prevents me from hook ups. My libido definately has issue with it. But why? Why do I have to at the least have interest on an intellectual level?  Doesn't have to be feelings really but, I guess I am hardwired for atleast a basic chemistry connection.  Otherwise its just masturbation with someone elses body. 
Never understood why I am this way.   I guess being the man I am, doesn't lend myself to easy ass and one nighters with random women.  At times I wish it was easy for me to just go and do. But I am actually thankful I am not wired to stick my dick in any woman who wants me to.  That is... just not me, and it feels tbh, beneath me and who I am personally.  Sure flirting and so on. But hookin up just because tits are in my face? No, don't get me wrong, I enjoy the intention of the attention. Flattering, but have zero drive to ....  put a notch on any belt.  It isn't ..... me.