For those who for some reason read this

Understand, because I do state I still care have deep love for someone, does not mean I want to go down this road again. 
If I share myself then judge me. If I am not ashamed to admit things, then judge me.   But don't assume.  And for the jesters gallery or the fickle skank who oh so tried to help...  like is always the case, enjoy.   It had fuck all to do with anyone but Kate and I, nobody else.
And I'm not obligated to still feel this way, but I do Love them both. Always will, same today as it was all along. 
And for that troll in jefferson. People warned me. Some of your family even did you meddling sociopathic hunchback. I realize now, its the same bullshit as back in the day. But nobody has the guts to tell you straight.  

So that all being said, if I ever did make it that way. I would stay away. For I know its past done with. But I do Still Love Them So Much...  and Miss them Like no one can understand.

Thank You Beautiful, My Goddess. For being in my life for as long as you were.      You will Always have my Love.     Hope the Very Best for Her and Always have.  She was my best friend too.