20 somethings

Realizing I cannot handle it.... casual ina bar sure at times. But in general, the bs and the small minds and lack of depth make it quite comical and more often frustrating trying to even have a conversation with em.  Probably another reason Bethany wasn't very interesting. Gettin fucked up all the time is not my life..  few drinks or whatever but just partyin all the time is just, yeah, grow the fuck up.
So iowa stagnates still. Been told I am more suited to a none american gal by someone who's spent yrs overseas..  well yeah I tend to agree.. American women like all yanks think the world revovles around us.. me at times included. But I loathe it.  And no long distance stuff for me again..its just a safe way to shut people off I fear.  If I can't hold their hand nor see them in person then its just not worth it.   Facepalms...  oh well lmao