Pretty obvious, surely to most quite pathetic. Gettin there definately. Don't see this as me being as weak as surely most do. For those who know me, guess it reflects how.... special this was. Call me emo, the facts show I'm nothing special, yet met someone who was to me. Thought at first when it happened of turning my pin up to a zombie. But it isn't possible for me to do. Its where I wanted it and her. Beside me and I beside her. Through the thick n thin til the end. So that is where it will stay. I have a lot of pride wearing it still, showing it off, remembering still, makes me smile.... that has to be enough... it is all there will ever be.
I say too much about how I feel, I always have. It doesn't shame me to admit it. Nor makes me less the man.
Makes me vulnerable and human. We all have flaws and I know mine are many. But, my heart has never been one. Just the damage done along the road. Jades me, corrupts me, belies what is really there looking for a home.
So folks, say what you will. I'm just some guy. But when I care, and when I say I Love someOne. Those words are as permanent as the heart is that gives it life.
And that heart too, has now, got issues...anyone see the irony here? Lmmfao.... no boohoo bullshit.. no depressed crap.. just how it is.
So enjoy the openess or shred it. I am who I am..
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