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There literally are hundreds of things I wish to write about. From how I need to work on my zen ideals. To what I wish I had from this life.  Hate writing sometimes tbh, it makes me feel so self absorbed, but its maybe just me being free to share, create, show love, give respect and reflect on myself and what I'm learning and have learned.
For the longest time, love has been hard on me..  it lifts me up, fills my world, spins my head about and warms my heart.  And I have realized sometimes, my love can bare a certain heaviness.. at times oppressive. And that's part of my ego involved..  love should be egoless.. from a center in you.. and that's what I'm going to return to. Showing my love for those I deeply care for.. removing my ego as best I can, and not beating myself down, for not being rich, or this n that. 
With this new, way, one I hope not to struggle against.. maybe peace, warmth, and hope can be grown again in new ways..

We all need people who know us, respect us, and who will never intentionally do us harm. This is what I need to share..  this...Apprecation, this Love, and it is pure. And I have love to give people in my life, and give without regrets or fear. Because maybe this is just who I am.. and how I am meant to be.  Tender, loving, protective, and supportive. 
Because maybe, I seek these things for myself as well..  Lots of Love and Respect to my readers..