Surely enough time has past, but not for me. The gifts I spent hours seeking out, are surely in some landfill in Oz. But know this, I will always cherish every minute and thing we had. Do I have to? No. Why do I? Because I am not able to flip the switch so simply. Respectfully I lost a lot more than some long shot future far away with some Beautiful and Proud woman. Lost my best friend who I also was madly in love with. Wish I could seperate those two feelings, for I do miss her and Sav a lot. But I cannot. Another of my many faults I realize.
Always will wish her the Very Best.
She wasn't in my life to set me free. We both deserve so much more and something real. And for awhile, as far apart as it was in distance. We had that. Someone who loved us for who we are, flaws and all. And I shall always see in her, that deep Beauty and hidden jaded Heart.
With all the Respect I can give, You will Always have one man who sees past all those walls, past the anger and hidden hurt. Proud of her for who she is.
Flaws, we all have, but hers never were severe enough to make my heart flounder.
Always gunna have a missing bit of myself. Lost my best friend and a woman I Truly Loved Entirely. Flawed as I am, flawed as my ego and perosnality can be, my Love was never flawed. Not for Kate. It was the purest thing in my jerry springer life.
Wish Her and Sav the very Best. Mean that wiht every bit of who I am.
Micheal James Christy
Ps, rip away, call me a cunt or some emo fag. Its totally ok and sad to say expected as well. But it doesn't effect it nor me. Those who judge are some of the ones who once came to me for advice. So make the judgements epic. You say more of self than of me by doing so.
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