Its odd

Things going on, that once would have really effected my mood.

Now, its just a little skin off the shin. Had a long and over do talk with my muse... and now, the term muse.. is not the proper term..Yet, she still inspires me and is cute as hell...but more over she is, My closest friend, who I sincerely and with no agendas care a lot about. Not someone to chase, nor to fall for.. But yes, someone to love. My new selfless love without want, nor the ache to be with..  But don't get a dude wrong.. she is one hell of a lady. But my role, sometimes I see more clearly than other times.  And the transitions in how I care about people and let them in my life, is changing for the better.
A huge mess going on in my personal life.  And loads of over time this week.
But all this being said...  there is a new freedom I feel...  Freedom to be Myself once again...